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Not so awesome

Freaking 3.27am and i still cannot sleep yet. Aftermath of a long night shift followed by long afternoon nap. My biological clock is pretty screwed. Actually if i really want to sleep, i can fall asleep quite easily (believe me im thankful for this). I am just too stubborn to close my eyes. What the heck what the hoo am i talking.

I want to find a human to talk to.

Where are friends when you need them. My dear girls, no i am not complaining about you guys. Just that i often find myself in a situation when i really want to talk to a human but realised you can only talk to yourself. Bet im not the only one. Am certain u felt this way before too, c'mon high five!

So i think I have 638 fb friends and xxx msn contacts for nothing. okay the xxx is because i went to check how many msn contacts i have but i realised need to count to get the figure becos i group-ed my contacts. Cant sleep doesnt mean i have to count msn contacts right hahaha! Ridiculous. Counting sheep is still waaay cooler.

Anw. I envy happy family, where the father and mother are still both in love, when sibilings playfully trying to annoy one another, when walking alone with your dad is not awkward, when the brother cares about things other than maple story and psp, when if one family member is not around the rest will for sure miss the person, when family goes to church together happily on sunday for the right reasons. Months ago mum was telling me we should really go take a family portrait. I am not sure if she still feel the same. I dont know how to help her, the most i can do is to massage her painful and sore heel and trying to rmb to do more housechores , heh heh which i ususally am too lazy to do. Mum is a strong woman, despite all the things we have done to her. All the mistakes that could never be corrected, only attempting to make up for.

I thought about you too. And i am so glad it did not happen because u are quite a bastard in some way. Goes the same for all guys actually. Today a human told me when guys talk to each other, they can start from many different things but will eventually end up in one same topic. Hahaha. True. And I dont like that.

Wahlao its nearly 5am. Okay, I shall not be stubborn anymore.

Anw i am not emo okay! Just in case you thought so. I am quite happy actually.
Quoting connie, KTHXBYE.

3:26 AM ·